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 2008初  
March 29

活着

今天看了个电影, THE MIST,   STEVEN KING的小说改编的.  把人性在面对灾难的表现刻画的很真实.  是恐怖片,. 我觉得恐怖的不是怪兽, 是人性本身. 无论人的数目,只要是人, 就会有社会的缩影, 小集体, 集体之间的争斗, 对未知的恐惧, 对宗教的盲目崇拜.      现实是残酷的. 但是自己绝对不能对自己放弃.

上哲学课,看哲学书, 很多东西对现代还是很有启发.   聪明的人才有可能做哲学家, 至少要有超强的总结力和洞察力.

我现在不看小资啊,爱来爱去啊,之类的文章.   政治经济的实事要关注, 人生的价值要探讨.

拜同学的博客还是相当有才的....

我相当八卦的把我们高中上下两届的在校内网的人名浏览了一下. 吼吼. 我觉得我可以开个找人公司之类的.

我个人不崇拜APPLE. 我崇拜盖茨, 纯属个人审美.

但是以下STEVE JOBS的演讲还是很不错的.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPL_NjBjUWE

"Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

March 27

为了亲自瞻仰一些文笔好的同学在校内网上的大作, 偶慕名加入了所谓的"校内网".
 
不加不知道, 这个分明就是FACEBOOK嘛, ...美国大众联网暴露隐私的文化, 在国内风升水起.~~~~   我以为是FACEBOOK中国站,因为所有的界面,格式都是和FACEBOOK一模一样的. 就是多了个博客.  搜索研究后发现, 是一个清华的创办的, 模仿FACEBOOK.  这抄的也太明显了吧. 至少变个颜色啊~~~
 
有校园网的同学, 加我~~~
 
 
决定再也不买THE BODY SHOP的东西了,虽然还有它家的会员卡...  此品牌支持藏独, 说中国没人权, 所以不在国内开店. MMD又不是什么好东西, 以后不做贡献. 偶去年买了N多,罪过罪过...
 
TRADER JOE说不相信中国产品, 不进口任何中国产品了. NND, 尽量少在它家买东西,虽然它家的芒果干很赞~~~
 
 
最近比较常烧的几个简单菜:
三文鱼用盐, 黑胡椒, 韩国辣酱, 酱油黄酒, 腌一会. 下锅煎个两面,然后红烧. 很嫩.    *韩国辣酱很赞, 不是很辣又提味. 而且能用好久~~~
大虾, 用常用的调料油爆, 加郫县豆瓣酱, 和西兰花一起炒. 西兰花吸收酱汁, 很好味~ 
大盘鸡~  鸡本身不是什么好吃的肉, 花椒爆爆增添香气. 里面的其他蔬菜比鸡好吃.  *偶们家很少吃鸡肉.
羊肉怎么烧都好吃, 跟胡罗卜红烧, 撒孜然炒, 跟番茄烧汤.
 
 
 
 
March 25

打“恩”居然“唔”也出现,难道是多音字?
昨天终于跟小明同学联系上了。 跟关心他的同学汇报一声,别也以为他人间蒸发了。 他比我猜想中的状态好,不必担心哈哈。
 
加了几个老朋友在豆瓣。 豆瓣现在很风格很FACEBOOK,偶不是很喜欢。 本来偶这种不看书没文化的人就没有什么好写的。
 
二胡给我一个纪梵希粉底的小样。某天用了,超级长草。不掉妆,很贴,摸上去很舒服,不假。 可以打点小高光小阴影。准备在有多余资金或者年底搞活动时收入。 目前没有什么活动的时候还是不用粉底的。
 
某华人网搞开源节流的活动。看看人家的账单真是让我叹为观止。一个月吃饭只要两三百,我光在超市花的都不止,光吃中饭也不止。很汗。 有人说,自己做饭省钱。 但是天天吃,自己不难过么?再看住房,偶们的税和物业就比很多人租房的钱多了,不提贷款了。。。 问题是赚的估计还没人多。 有人说要争取存2/3 ,有毅力啊。 存了干吗呢?
节流不是关键的,关键要开源。
 
我原来对30岁生日加10年结婚纪念的憧憬是三克拉或者BIRKIN包。 现在改了,搞个Cayenne,也不用TURBO,就光溜溜的Cayenne就行。 多好多实际。 无聊得到网站上选车的装备。 想弄个porsche的LOGO在轮子上,1千多,车内多弄几个LOGO也是几千。
 
还有一个月就要交毕业设计了。恩。就要毕业咯。
 
在YOUTUBE上发现个才女,marie digby,混血。
 
国民不关心国家大事,国家没有希望。
March 15

spring break

下周开始放春假了.  没有出行计划, 继续上班, 赚钱要紧.  不过考试论文基本忙过了, 假期没什么大事.
 
自从公司发现实习生不用白不用, domestic组的人就开始找我干活, 我本身是international组, 组里没什么活干. 这几天做的事是, 把几百张网上培训材料的五国语言用HTML做好.  翻译是已经翻译好了的, 不过上班看看中文还是挺搞笑的.  因为本人做事快, 而且喜欢一边玩小游戏一边做, (汗), 人家说这么快就做好了? 好, 把那啥培训也做了吧,我们自己没时间. 瀑布汗.
老板下周又要出差了, 这种工作真是没意思.
 
上周五开周会, 听ATLANTA的人做报告, 电话会议加POWERPOINT. 居然教怎么用SHAREPOINT. 世界上会开电脑的人都不用教直接就会的东西, 居然能唠叨半个小时. 正好他们设置电话有问题, 一边讲,背景还有悠扬的音乐声, 偶就不自觉地睡着了... 幸好领导那天不在.
 
这几天去了不少店试沙发. 有的一坐上去就站起来, 有的是坐了不想走. 当然一等价钱一等货. 
估计老公坐出心理阴影了. 昨天晚上我还在看电视, 此人拍拍被子,突然说了句梦话: 这个沙发不错.   瀑布汗!!
 
 
 
做个最近用的东西小总结, 差的就不说了 (不关心护肤的也别往下看):
 
kiehls番茄霜, 赞赞赞. 改善气色.抗氧化, 滋润不油适合各个年龄层, 适合初级抗老.  价格比较贵, 买其他产品时拿SAMPLE还是很合算的.
 
kiehls 1号. 地球人都在用的东西.
 
kiehls abssyine 眼霜. 偶已经感觉牛油果不够力. 其他少年人用的就更不提了. 这个没什么特别大的功效,但是和其他相比还是好不少. 寻找其他初级抗老眼霜中.
 
kiehls 金盏花水. 皮肤有问题用这个都很快解决. 不会出错的产品. 有些人不喜欢哈, 我还是一直长备的.
 
CLARINS 黄水. 之前用过几瓶, 最近买了DECLEOR的水,就没有继续买.
 
BODYSHOP 接骨木, 一直买的原因是, 涂上眼皮便宜. 什么时候上眼皮耷拉了就抛弃.
 
BODYSHOP ALOE洗面奶. 它家为数不多的值得用的产品, 已经用了N瓶, 无泡. 很温和. 适合敏感肌. 老公有时候也用.
 
BODYSHOP 燕麦蜂蜜面膜. 便宜方便的清洁面膜. 温和, 清洁不彻底.
 
PHILOSOPHY PURITY 洗面奶. 低泡, 超干净. 没用过它家其他产品. 老公有时候也用.
 
DHC卸妆油, 便宜,干净.
 
欧泊来水凝精华, 上次回国买的, 便宜大碗. 就是个保湿的GEL,没啥好精华的. 在水和霜中间用, 和便宜的鸡肋霜一起用比如BODYSHOP VE,还是能增强补水保湿的.
 
其他: 男士洗面推荐BIOTHERM 和CLARINS. 身体乳推荐aveeno, 没有丝塔夫那么油, 有人工香味的我全抛弃了, 因为对皮肤不好.
 
其他不是特别赞或者没有一直买的就不浪费时间了.
 
 
彩妆以后再说.
 
 
 
 
March 06

恩!

决定了,准备下定金了。 下面就是要签合同,home inspection, 选贷款,拿钥匙。
偶的账户就要空了悲伤
 
看上眼的家具都死贵。 偶很喜欢potterybarn的,还看上了ethan allen的一个圆桌子。抢钱啊!  不坐地板上吃饭就不错了。
 
这些事烦得我头上长了几个包。
 
今天老公说有门房的坏处就是要给红包。 我说每个月交那么多物管我已经不平衡了,还给红包!
 
老板回来以后偶不敢放肆地写作业。
 
project runway这一季才结束。victoria beckham最后做了嘉宾评委。 偶现在不讨厌她,觉得她有时候还有点幽默感。 骨瘦如柴还挂着两球,脚走形了也要穿高跟鞋,这活着也够累的。
 
March 04

恩?

MSN SPACE估计修好了BUG.我的本本也能更新了。 不用LIVE WRITER了。
 
昨天中午和老公约好一起吃中饭,讨论房子。 (汗,又不是见不着) 我没开过那条路,从公司开到饭店,途中上错了高速,绕了N圈,瀑布汗。 20多分钟的路我开了40分钟。 原本小浪漫的聚餐吃得一肚子气。
 
老板出差回来了。 上班买菜的好日子结束了。 老板回来前一天,domestic组的一个人跟我吹牛。 说老板坏话啊,工作没意思啊,同事很无聊啊。 然后开始说他同学毕业去了高盛发达了如何如何, 早知道就去街上干了如何如何。我是搞不懂,如果工作不爽,还呆在这地方20年做什么。 要是我第二年就拍拍屁股走了。
 
英语实在无厘头,leap day跟青蛙也能扯上关系。
 
对于我们这种理智的人来说, 买房子是艰苦的工作。因为考虑的太多。大多数人看到心仪的,激动了,就拍板了。 任重道远啊。从此我的生活有了一个新词:省钱买房. 
 
最近小明同学人间蒸发。 谁知道他申请的怎么样了?
February 26

一直不知道为什么非要有标题.
 
识字狂人识字水平叹为观止. 念字水平就没那么牛了.   让我对中文有了新的体会: 奶奶和外婆的区别啊!
 
自己开公司, 特别是软件公司, 的好处是, 想什么时候在家就在家. 娘的. 我跟LG说, 以后如果你开公司, 你就负责送娃上下学.
 
 
 
写的烂论文被老师批, 原本走路绕道, 却因为考试得了唯一的A, 现在被她笑得牙要开花.  否极泰来了?   平均分C-, 不知道同学们考试是怎么瞎写的.
学习SOCRATES的精神, 偶觉得还是有点儿道理.  说, 一座城, 要有4种品德才是理想的: wisdom, courage, temperance and justice. 人亦如此.    temperance啊.  在现在这个社会, 中国都不讲艰苦朴素了, 何况美国.          从老苏身上, 偶学到了, 买名牌包是虚荣的.
我是好同志.
 
 
Cayenne要出GTS, 据说还要出个hybrid.  买不起TURBO, 买不起S,连什么都不加的Cayenne也买不起.


February 21

元宵

元宵节没有元宵吃, 也没有想吃.
 
还是酒酿元宵好吃.
 
老妈签证顺利通过, 哦也!
 
有人联系我要学中文.  那就教吧, 赚点外快.  发现此人是牛人. 博士毕业, 当过教授,出过书, 自己开公司.  瀑布汗. 原来准备随便教,现在都有压力了.  最汗的是, 学中文是突发奇想的兴趣爱好, 没有功利性, 汗汗汗.   此人认字能力级强, 才自学了几周就看着电视上的字幕认字了.   牛人就是有学习的动力.
 
看中的几个房子在我们决定下OFFER的时候才发现被人买走了.  RP啊RP!!!!!
 
 
 
太想毕业了,等不及.  人生为什么要考试交论文, 还要被俗人批改. 
 
忙碌的工作是王道.
February 17

震撼

昨天去看房子, 在我们的强烈抗议下, 中介终于带我们去看了N家, 大概有10家? 反正转了4个小时. 吼吼 .
 
偷窥别人的房子还挺好玩的,特别是有人住的.  如果是租出去的, 租房子的一定是脏乱差. 其中一家是合租的, 我们进去,其中一对还在睡觉. 我汗. 他们是知道有人来看房子的. 男的还在闷头大睡, 女的起来了, 穿个睡裤在收拾昨天的碗. 脏乱啊!  还有一家, 一个中年印度人租的, 首先那个印度味就不说了, 小房间放了三把椅子一个跑步机, 本身就没什么空地了, 地上堆了一地东西, 还有两盒子硬币. 桌上的纸头堆成山了.  另一家也是合租, 厨房台子上的有至少十几瓶酒, 汗. 那个乱啊.
 
这还不是什么震撼的, 我们去一个才盖了几年的development. 一个小跃层, 本身还满中意的.  进去的时候, 前台的服务生说, 其他中介说此户正闹离婚, 男人状态不好,可能在抽烟喝酒. 那我们也要进去啊. 抱着有生命危险的心态, 进去发现什么家具都没了, 还在想这人在哪啊. 上了小二楼, 看见此人横睡在地毯上, 混沌状. 衣服还穿得挺厚的, 旁边放了个酒瓶, 还放了个笔记本, 反正神智不太清了. 哼哼了几句, 说你们看房, 别管我. 偶吓死了, 进去匆匆看了个主卧里面的厕所就出来了.  在小房间看见了一个摇篮的纸盒子,估计有小孩也被女方领走了.
 
以后我和老公一直对其惨相念念不忘.  人就这么废了啊.  按风水的说法, 卧室一定要规矩四方, 不能有奇怪形状的家具什么. 这个主卧的房顶就是斜的,因为是顶楼.  偶们迷信, 决定不考虑这个.  
 
买个房子比结婚还烦!
February 12

周五晚看FOOD频道介绍southern BBQ,口水直滴. 第二天找了家据说比较正宗的店,拉了老公去吃.  果真正宗, 店里服务的全是黑人.  点了个BBQ鸡翅, BBQ SAMPLER. 里面有ribs, beef brisket, chicken, sausage. 全部是不同程度熏过,浇上BBQ酱. 这个酱是店里自己调的, 很香哈哈.  鸡翅不错的, 肋排最好吃. 熏了N个小时,骨肉分离.   吃的满手的BBQ酱味道.   撑死了吼吼.
 
这种大SMOKER只有饭店才有吧, 反正我不指望自己做了.
 
今天体育课学举重, 一人拿个棍子. 老师说, 你就拿这个最轻的吧, 一个细木棍子, 我晕!
我只有一门期中考试. 苏格拉底他老人家真是不厌其烦,害得我要看那么多.   上班时间, 我就用来写论文, 写作业. 哦也!
 
 
买房子是世界上最烦的事.
 
 
 
February 08

鼠年大吉

年夜饭吃的火锅. 为了有点过年的气氛煮了饺子(因为后来实在吃不下了, 只煮了八个, 2008嘛). 当晚专门去买了条鱼, 原来准备买鱼片的, 看网上说一定要买有头有尾的.
火锅底料是川崎, 从国内背来的. 很香很正宗,把老公辣死了哈哈哈.
涮料如下: 羊肉, 大白菜, 香菜, 蘑菇, 生菜, 豆腐, 丸子. 因为太撑, 准备的牛肉和豆芽都没有下.
在家里面吃火锅真好, 干净卫生, 味道好. 就是吃的菜太多, 不实惠,哈哈.
锅是deep fryer, 人家用来炸东西的. 火力超大, 还配个超大的漏篮, 东西往篮子里一放, 一分钟的就熟了. 来不及吃, 哈哈哈.
 

火锅年年有鱼饺子

转眼间偶也到本命年了. 大家都不小咯! 偶要努力健身,永葆青春, 哦也!

熊熊跟我说要当我小孩干爹. 偶那个感动啊!!  其他有此想法的人不要再打主意了.  干妈找谁当呢? 哈哈.  算算看, 高中同学都认识了7年半了! 好朋友一直陪我走了这么长, 偶感激.

高盛的背景调查终于结束了.  希望搬家费早点到来!

祝大家在新的一年, 健康幸福, 都发大财!

February 01

无事可做最无聊

上班无聊到了一定程度. 老板叫我2月份做的事上周就做完了.  偷偷摸摸玩玩在线小游戏. 一听到身边风吹草动就赶快换窗口. 汗!  原来以为IT AUDITING是会比较好玩的, 现在发现很无聊.
老板去ATLANTA出差一个月, 我准备继续打游戏看金融书写作业.
 
UPS的种种制度跟国内机关单位很像. 我这个小打工的居然还有工资涨, 因为新一年了嘛. 虽然只涨了几毛....  如果40岁以后来混日子还是不错的, 泡杯茶磕瓜子吹吹牛. 还有退休金拿. (米国一般公司是不给退休金的)
 
GS终于开始做background check了. 偶的搬家费何时到来......
 
毕业设计还算顺利, 我现在对懒人已经没有脾气没有信任没有期望.  什么事还不如偶自己做.
 
最后一学期的体育课选的是yoga, strength, conditioning. 半小时瑜伽, 40分钟力量练习. 老师是个肌肉男, 专门教健美的. 没有瑜伽执照, 只是以前上过课. 动作很单一, 还没我知道的多, 汗. 上课的人有几个是专门为了练肌肉的肌肉男, 还有俩个很壮的女的.  练力量的时候, 老师说, 大家抛这个球, 你(指我),抛这个轻点的. 汗!! 难道我长得手无缚鸡之力啊.
因为上了这个课, 这两天我浑身疼痛, 走路像残疾人.
 
回国增加的体重, 一到美国就自然没了.  米国真不是个养人的地方.  但是没有以前有腹肌了, 还要加油.
 
作家大罢工似乎还没结束?   各剧已经上新季了. LOST开始咯!  THE OFFICE也上新的了. 熊熊明智地看了, 而且跟我一样迷上了.  的确是近年不可多得的好片. JIM太可爱咯!!
 
 
January 28

Atlantic city

大西洋赌城, 赌了五块钱归来. 周五晚上到达,开车两个多小时.  晚上9点灯火是辉煌的,街上只有几个黑人.  住的是sheraton (喜来登), 设施比预想中差了点, 没有冰箱(还没住过没冰箱的三星级). 马桶功力超强, 一冲就发出震耳欲聋的爆炸声. 楼上冲马桶我们也能听的到. 看来威力大的不只是这一个.
第二天早上六点, 听见隔壁看A片, 还看了很久, 汗...
 
起来就去各家赌场转转. 去过了拉斯维加斯, 再看这里就觉得很搓. 同样是caesars, 这里就有点年久失修的感觉.  虽然写了不许吸烟, 但是人家抽赌场也不管.  大多是老年人, 汗. 我们估计是最年轻的几个.  ATLANTIC CITY在海边, 如果夏天在board walk上走走应该还是不错的, 虽然沙滩比较差. 但是现在冬天啊, 风吹得偶冷死了.  走到一个MALL, 肚子饿了, 几家餐厅居然不到11 点不开. 只能在唯一一家开着的店吃. 早餐巨贵. 吃了以后没吃饱, 看见楼下卖philips seafood外卖的. 买了一个platter. 但是那个店没有座位啊, 偶们就WS地进了赌场,坐在角子机旁吃.  crab cake 和炸鳕鱼都很赞.  这家店在不少地方都有餐馆和小外卖的连锁店, 推荐!
 
tropicana算是比较好的赌场. 偶就在那贡献了5刀, 玩玩一分的角子机, 汗~  我这种人永远成不了赌鬼. LG连赌都不想赌.
 
赌场逛玩就没事做了. 汗! 街上有不少OUTLET店, 转了转, 买了两件便宜衣服. 原来还准备吃晚饭的, 后来到了4点实在无聊, 就回家了.
 
总结, 去过VEGAS的人就不要去了. 照片只拍了几张, 已经上传.
 
 
南京下雪MS大家玩雪都很HIGH. 我们这经常下, 偶一点玩雪的欲望都没有. 老咯! 
January 24

近期小结

由于本本装不了LIVE WRITER, 这里就拖了好久没写.

回来的飞机还算顺利,没有延误. 有电影看. 加航的电影是我坐过的最多的. 好多选择, 有几十个, 还有好多新片. 还有电视节目看.  偶一激动, 没怎么睡觉,连看了以下:

The nanny diary (scarlet Johansson) 演的,去曼哈顿富人家做保姆的故事. 看看人家upper east side的富人家哈哈.

The heartbreak kid 搞笑的喜剧

superbad 青少年捣乱片

stardust 神话片

还看了the office, how  i met your mother, little Britain abroad等电视. 结果就是开始上学上班的前三天时差倒不过来. 带的卤鸡蛋和桔子在飞机上吃得很爽,下次要多带点. 飞机餐太难吃了!

学校有博士GG俩人,双双被抽查, 被迫交代出牛肉干, 香肠,卤牛肉等等肉制品N斤. 由于认错态度好,只没收没有罚款. 我私藏的牛肉干没有被查哈哈哈.

上班的地方比较无聊. UPS的总部在车距5分钟的地方, 比较豪华. IT被分配到其他地方的一个楼, 只租了一层,设施简陋. 经理是个香港女人, 说一月份总结,二月分做计划, 估计到三四月份才有实际的活给偶干.   偶呆了俩个星期,只做了6个报表, 交给我一个做使用某网站说明的任务. 老板下个月出差, 估计我下个月只有写这个PPT的活. 汗!!  可是没有GYM,没有街逛, 没活干比有活干更痛苦!
这个UPS,至少是IT这块,全是老年人. 我在整个楼看见一个20几岁的. 工作老龄化. 上午, 小餐厅全是团坐着吃早饭聊天的人. 中午90%人带饭. 要知道若是在城里是不多见的. IT楼里没有食堂(!!), 要是出去吃就要开车. 我懒得开,怕迷路. 天天带饭. 生活跟老年人无异.  这些人的话题就是剪草坪, 装修房子, 儿女怎么样. 汗.
我们没有台机,只有显示器和键盘. 发个笔记本. 我的是退伍的IBM T40, 人家的都是新的. 八过偶也不管, 电脑慢八是我的错.

LG原来在网上买了个红手表, 拿到实物发现所谓的钻一点都不闪, 八好看. 退了. 偶又订了JUICY COUTURE的红表, 今天收到实物,很米很开心哈哈. 而且比第一个便宜. 买红手表这件事总算是圆满结束了.

偶去商场看手表的时候,顺便去YY了一下包和鞋. 试了几双MANOLO, 超轻超高超舒服.  还试试PRADA包,(真是厚脸皮!) PRADA这两季出的大皮包都很好看. 手感很好.    NND, 等偶的搬家费发下来,一定要去买双鞋.

商场换季大减价, 偶自己只买了件两件, 因为实在是没有我的号. 奋不顾身帮老公抢购无数. 便宜得不可思议. 比如老公的一条裤子不到10块钱.   资本主义减价好!

最近股市跌, 新闻媒体天天就炒RECESSION. 我觉得还是社会主义控制新闻媒体好. 资本主义媒体惟恐天下不乱.

周六过生日,准备到atlantic city逛逛. 太远的地方没时间去啊!

January 09

LV

今天土人我跟陈蓉去德基LV逛了一圈。 土人没进去过。斗胆进了那个老重的门。本身对它家的包就没有好感。 摸了一个红皮夹,那个手感差的啊,跟硬塑料样的。老花的皮夹,粗啊。 为什么那么多人买这个摸得一点都不爽的牌子?八懂。

包没看到什么,看中了这只表。 苦苦寻找的红表。钻闪得还蛮美的。 小姐根本不来搭理我们(一看就不是来花钱的,汗)。问了下价格,4万九。怪怪。

美国网上卖5250,划下来不到四万。本人一瞬间迷惑了,心动了。 神经过后觉得不值。 四万我去买LV的表做啥?

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假设有钱没事做,LV唯一值得买的就是旅行箱。那个老大的KEEPALL旅行袋,在机场传送带上看到,人造革结实耐磨!

January 07

ofuon :

上衣两件

裙子一条

针织衫一件

(购物小姐已经认识我了,汗)

思加图鞋一双

和宣,陆到高中转了转。 没有去看老师。 去的时候是周六,以为保安会拦住我们。结果当天科技大自主招生,好多闲杂人员,进去畅通无阻。

原来的澡堂变成了二食堂,不知道一米九的澡堂大叔现在在哪。原来我们住过的两个宿舍都成了男生宿舍。 怀疑女生去树人住了。

有两个什么IB班(international 啥啥),参见照片里窗子上贴幼稚素描的一张。 貌似是出国班。门口还弄了几个locker。教室里有电脑,小班教学。版报还是英文的。

现在的高三十一是葛翠兵教~

多了一个教育超市。

我们去的时候是下午,同学们还在补课,有的在考试。 看到一张变态的表格:午间自习巡逻表。 MS现在小孩12:20-1:30要在教室上自习。 幸好我早生了几年。。。 高三宣传栏展出优秀作业,物理历史政治等。。。

后门不开了。后门的小馆子都倒闭了。

在校园的宣传栏里,占宝的作品随处可见。心惊肉跳啊!

最近大吃大喝,已经有长胖的趋向,等回去再运动波~

上次录像的人是WHO? 把录像发给偶看看啊

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December 31

2008

过新年,祝大家行大运,考研的考上,工作的发财,学习的更上一层楼。 感情上开花结果。

我估计我是聚会里第一个写日志的人了。 具体内容估计其他人会提。我们没有照相,有一点录像。嗯。

本命年的同胞们,大家鼠年平平安安。

December 30

最近

昨天收获:

大衣一件

西装一套

衬衫一件

(以上全部OFUON)

今天: 斯加图鞋一双

在德基看到TOYS R US, 中文名记不得了。 惊叹啊! 之前还想到国内没有什么大型的玩具商店。 TOYS R US在美国基本属于垄断,到处都有暴大的商店(一个商店跟偶们一个大商场差不多大)。 在国内居然卖得和在美国一样贵,甚至更贵。 随便一个LEGO模型就好几百。 水枪也要好几十。 会翻跟头的跳跳虎居然卖600,美国才小几十。 中国人怎么买的起嘛? 很多带小孩的是只玩不买的。

再次感受到资本主义的侵略。

CK的烂外套居然敢卖6400,晕倒。米国60刀俩件男士衬衫。

今天聊天结果是,聪明努力比不上家里有钱。

December 28

回来了

本人坐了无数小时的飞机,再转沪宁破烂巴士,终于到家了。

坐的是加航。 土人我还没去过加拿大。结果发现加拿大人动作慢,办事效率低。首先到了机场,6点的飞机,4点多air canada还没人在柜台,磨蹭磨蹭。 在多伦多转机,下飞机我第一个反应是,没人? 整个大厅就俩三个人。 汗,地广人稀啊。 东转西转,一边走一边想如果不认识英语法语的人怎么办--没人带路。 转机的边防只有俩个官员,大多窗口都是空的。 在候机厅终于有了点人气。 此时开始下雪,偶真是霉啊!推迟20分钟上机。

上了机,半天还不走,说是多媒体系统坏了,大家看不了电影,找人来修。一修就修了一个小时, 最后说,修不好,还是走吧。 但是呢,下雪,要帮飞机除冰,又除了一个小时。 我的天,这些人不知道统筹分配? 不能一边修一边除? 好不容易除好,飞机开始动了,跑道又要除雪。 最后推迟了三小时才走。

飞机人不多,还可以躺着睡睡,但是没有电影看还是很无聊的。 我看完当天的wall street journal,又玩了玩DS,小睡+发呆。

每次坐飞机都觉得,空姐不是人干的。 累死了还要穿皮鞋,吃不好休息不好。

之前没有接触过加拿大人,这次听出口音。 他们说法语的时候和法国人感觉不一样,硬生生的。 偶在多伦多机场买报纸,美元1.5的华尔街时报,问我要2.5--难道是因为美元跌了?

本次皮肤护理比以往都有成效,以前再怎么涂都是干+油。 这次我用了facial wipe,清洁又滋润,再涂上眼霜加面霜。 不停在涂。 飞机上的空气害死人! 不用洗面奶的原因是,厕所的水一点点小,不能洗干净。还有这次特别注意的是窗外的紫外线,听说特别伤皮肤,因为没有隔离嘛。 所以一定不要开着窗,大晒特晒,望呆。

陆文婷RP爆发,免费坐了商务舱,郁闷啊!!

December 17

昨天和熊熊聊天. 偶说我不牛,他说那什么叫牛. 偶想起前两天在wall street journal上看的文章, 觉得这俩个人才是真正的牛. 在网上找来原文分享一下.

给没兴趣看的人介绍下. 八月美国subprime mortgage 危机. 各家投行都亏了不少,一些小银行倒闭. 有几家大投行Q3赚得是负数. 偶知道CS赚了十亿,较往年少了很多. GS还是赚了二十多. 这篇文章就是讲为啥赚了-俩个trader有先见之明. 提一下,这几位牛人玩credit-default swaps,保住了公司的钱. 就是俺以后要做的东西.还是很exciting的.

偶做不了大牛, 因为偶不敢打几十亿的赌,所以也赚不了五百万的BONUS. (哭!)

How Goldman Won Big
On Mortgage Meltdown

A Team's Bearish Bets
Netted Firm Billions;
A Nudge From the CFO

By KATE KELLY
December 14, 2007; Page A1

The subprime-mortgage crisis has been a financial catastrophe for much of Wall Street. At Goldman Sachs Group Inc., thanks to a tiny group of traders, it has generated one of the biggest windfalls the securities industry has seen in years.

The group's big bet that securities backed by risky home loans would fall in value generated nearly $4 billion of profits during the year ended Nov. 30, according to people familiar with the firm's finances. Those gains erased $1.5 billion to $2 billion of mortgage-related losses elsewhere in the firm. On Tuesday, despite a terrible November and some of the worst market conditions in decades, analysts expect Goldman to report record net annual income of more than $11 billion.

[Prime Results]

Goldman's trading home run was blasted from an obscure corner of the firm's mortgage department -- the structured-products trading group, which now numbers about 16 traders. Two of them, Michael Swenson, 40 years old, and Josh Birnbaum, 35, pushed Goldman to wager that the subprime market was heading for trouble. Their boss, mortgage-department head Dan Sparks, 40, backed them up during heated debates about how much money the firm should risk. This year, the three men are expected to be paid between $5 million and $15 million apiece, people familiar with the matter say.

Under Chief Executive Lloyd Blankfein, Goldman has stood out on Wall Street for its penchant for rolling the dice with its own money. The upside of that approach was obvious in the third quarter: Despite credit-market turmoil, Goldman earned $2.9 billion, its second-best three-month period ever. Mr. Blankfein is set to be paid close to $70 million this year, according to one person familiar with the matter.

Goldman's success at wringing profits out of the subprime fiasco, however, raises questions about how the firm balances its responsibilities to its shareholders and to its clients. Goldman's mortgage department underwrote collateralized debt obligations, or CDOs, complex securities created from pools of subprime mortgages and other debt. When those securities plunged in value this year, Goldman's customers suffered major losses, as did units within Goldman itself, thanks to their CDO holdings. The question now being raised: Why did Goldman continue to peddle CDOs to customers early this year while its own traders were betting that CDO values would fall? A spokesman for Goldman Sachs declined to comment on the issue.

The structured-products trading group that executed the winning trades isn't involved in selling CDOs minted by Goldman, a task handled by others. Its principal job is to "make a market" for Goldman clients trading various financial instruments tied to mortgage-backed securities. That is, the group handles clients' buy and sell orders, often stepping in on the other side of trades if no other buyer or seller is available.

[Winning Wager]

The group also has another mission: If it spots opportunity, it can trade Goldman's own capital to make a profit. And when it does, it doesn't necessarily have to share such information with clients, who may be making opposite bets. This year, Goldman's traders did a brisk business handling trades for clients who were bullish on the subprime-mortgage-securities market. At the same time, they used Goldman's money to bet that that market would fall.

Tight Leash

Financial firms have good reason to keep a tight leash on proprietary traders. In 1995, bad bets by Nicholas Leeson, a young trader, led to $1.4 billion in losses and the collapse of Barings PLC. Last year, the hedge fund Amaranth Advisors shut down after a young Canadian trader lost more than $6 billion on natural-gas trades. But big trading wins such as George Soros's 1992 bet against the British pound, which netted more than $1 billion for his hedge fund, tend to be talked about for years.

The subprime trading gains notched by Messrs. Birnbaum and Swenson and their Goldman associates are large by recent Wall Street standards. Traders at Deutsche Bank AG and Morgan Stanley also bet against the subprime-mortgage market this year, but in each case, their gains were essentially wiped out because their firms underestimated how far the markets would fall. New York hedge-fund company Paulson & Co. also turned a considerable profit on the subprime meltdown this year, as did Hayman Capital Partners, a Dallas-based hedge-fund firm, say people familiar with the matter.

As recently as a year ago, few on Wall Street thought that the market for home loans made to risky borrowers, known as subprime mortgages, was heading for disaster. At that point, Goldman was bullish on bonds backed by such loans.

Hashing Out Risk

Last December, Mr. Sparks, a longtime trader of bond-related products, was named head of Goldman's 400-person mortgage department. That gave him a seat on the firm's risk committee, which numbers about 30 and meets weekly to hash out the firm's risk profile. It also gave him authority over the structured-products trading group, which then had just eight traders and was run jointly by Mr. Swenson and David Lehman, 30, a former Deutsche Bank trader.

Mr. Swenson, known as Swenny on the trading desk, is a former Williams College hockey player with four children and an acid wit. A veteran trader of asset-backed securities, he joined Goldman in 2000. In late 2005, he helped persuade Mr. Birnbaum, a Goldman veteran, to join the group. Mr. Birnbaum had developed and traded a new security tied to mortgage rates.

Mr. Swenson and Mr. Sparks, then No. 2 in the mortgage department, wanted Mr. Birnbaum to try his hand at trading related to the first ABX index, which was scheduled to launch in January 2006. Because securities backed by subprime mortgages trade privately and infrequently, their values are hard to determine. The ABX family of indexes was designed to reflect their values based on instruments called credit-default swaps. These swaps, in essence, are insurance contracts that pay out if the securities backed by subprime mortgages decline in value. Such swaps trade more actively, with their values rising and falling based on market sentiments about subprime default risk.

Messrs. Swenson and Sparks told Mr. Birnbaum the ABX was going to be a hot product, according to people with knowledge of their pitch.

They were right. On the first day of trading, Goldman netted $1 million in trading profits, people familiar with the matter say. But the index was tough to trade. In comparison to huge markets like Treasury bonds, there wasn't much buying and selling. That meant that Mr. Swenson's team nearly always had to use Goldman's capital to complete trades for clients looking to buy or sell.

Signs of Weakness

Last December, David Viniar, Goldman's chief financial officer, gave the group a big push, suggesting that it adopt a more-bearish posture on the subprime market, according to people familiar with his instructions. During a discussion with Mr. Sparks and others, Mr. Viniar noted that Goldman had big exposure to the subprime mortgage market because of CDOs and other complex securities it was holding, these people say. Emerging signs of weakness in the market, meant that Goldman needed to hedge its bets, the group concluded, these people say.

Mr. Swenson and his traders began shorting certain slices of the ABX, or betting against them, by buying credit-default swaps. At that time, new subprime mortgages still were being pumped out at a rapid clip, and gloom hadn't yet descended on the market. As a result, the swaps were relatively cheap.

Still, trading volume was thin, so it took months for the group to accumulate enough swaps to fully hedge Goldman's exposure to the subprime market. By February, Goldman had built up a sizable short position, and was poised to profit from the subprime meltdown.

The timing was nearly perfect. Goldman's bets were focused on an ABX index that reflects the value of a basket of securities that came to market in early 2006, known as the 06-2 index. Goldman bet that the riskiest portion of that index -- a sub-index that reflects the value of the slices of the securities with the lowest credit ratings -- would plunge in value. This January, as concerns about subprime mortgages grew, that sub-index dropped from about 95 to below 90. The traders handling the ABX trades were sitting on big profits.

Like other Wall Street firms, Goldman weighs its financial risk by calculating its average daily "value at risk," or VaR. It's meant to be a measure of how much money the firm could lose under adverse market conditions. Because the ABX had become so volatile, the VaR connected to the trades was soaring.

Goldman's co-president, Gary Cohn, who oversees the firm's trading business, became a frequent visitor, as did the firm's risk managers. More than once, Mr. Sparks was summoned to Mr. Blankfein's office to discuss the market. Goldman's top executives understood the group's strategy, say people with knowledge of the matter, but were uncompromising about the VaR. They demanded that risk be cut by as much as 50%, these people say.

Messrs. Swenson and Birnbaum, however, argued that the mortgage market was heading down, and Goldman should take full advantage by maintaining large short positions, people familiar with the matter say.

One day in late February, with the riskiest portion of the 06-2 index heading toward 60, the discussion about what to do grew heated, these people say. Mr. Birnbaum argued that Goldman would be leaving money on the table by unwinding some of the trades his group had used to bet on the mortgage market's decline.

"This is the wrong price" to close out the positions, Mr. Birnbaum snapped at a colleague assigned to help reduce risk, slamming down his phone receiver, these people say. He was overruled.

In March and April, the risky portion of the 06-2 index, which had taken a beating in February, bounced back from near 60 into the mid-70s. By then, the CDO underwriting business, which had been lucrative for Goldman, Merrill Lynch & Co. and other Wall Street firms, was slowing dramatically. Potential buyers had grown worried about the market.

Thanks to the wager that the ABX index would fall, Goldman's mortgage department earned several hundred million dollars during the first quarter, say people familiar with the matter. But the traders had unwound that bet in the weeks that followed. That left Goldman unhedged against further carnage, a worrisome situation for the second quarter.

In late April, Mr. Sparks, the mortgage-department chief, met with Mr. Cohn, the trading head, Mr. Viniar, the chief financial officer, and a couple of other senior executives. "We've got a big problem," Mr. Sparks told them as they paged through a handout listing the declining values of Goldman's CDO portfolio, according to people with knowledge of the meeting. Prices were heading straight down, he told them. He suggested that Goldman cancel a number of pending CDO deals, these people say, and sell whatever it could of the firm's roughly $10 billion in CDOs and related securities -- probably at a loss.

Into the Red

Led by Mr. Lehman, the co-head of the structured-products trading group, Goldman began selling off the majority of its CDO holdings. The losses pushed the mortgage group into the red for the second quarter.

By then, the subprime-mortgage market was cratering. Dozens of lenders had filed for bankruptcy protection, and legions of subprime borrowers were losing their homes. At Bear Stearns Cos., two internal hedge funds that had invested in risky portions of CDOs and other securities were struggling. Merrill and Citigroup Inc., among others, were sitting on billions of dollars in depreciating mortgage holdings.

Although it had become more expensive to wager against the ABX index, Messrs. Swenson and Birnbaum got a green light to once again ratchet up the firm's bet that securities backed by subprime mortgages would fall further. In July, the riskiest portion of the index plunged.

No Time for Breaks

The structured-products traders were working long hours. Mr. Swenson would leave his home in Northern New Jersey in time to hit the gym and be at his desk by 7:30 a.m. When Mr. Birnbaum arrived from his Manhattan loft, they'd begin executing large trades on behalf of clients. There was no time for breaks. They took breakfast and lunch at their desks -- for Mr. Swenson, the same chicken-and-vegetable salad every day from a nearby deli; for Mr. Birnbaum, an egg-white sandwich for breakfast, a chicken or turkey sandwich for lunch.

Mr. Sparks, the mortgage chief, climbed into his car at 5:30 each morning for the drive in from New Canaan, Conn. To calm his nerves, he'd stop by the gym in Goldman's downtown building to briefly jump rope and lift weights. Sometimes he worked past midnight, arriving home exhausted. He canceled a family ski trip to Wyoming. Although he loved to attend Texas A&M football games and owned a second home near the university, he decided not to join his wife and two children on more than one trip. (Mr. Sparks is a major donor to the university's athletic program.)

By late July, the Bear Stearns funds had collapsed and rumors were circulating of multibillion-dollar CDO losses at Merrill. Goldman was raking in profits.

But once again, concern was growing about VaR, the all-important measure of risk. At one point in July, senior executives called another meeting to demand the mortgage traders pull back, according to people familiar with the matter. The traders agreed.

Ratcheting Back

Around Labor Day, Mr. Birnbaum was asked to ratchet back one of his short positions by $250 million, according to Hayman Capital managing partner Kyle Bass, a client who had similar positions at the time. Mr. Bass says he made $100 million by relieving Goldman of that particular short bet. "It appeared to me that [the traders] constantly fought a VaR battle with the firm once the market started to break," says Mr. Bass.

In the first three quarters of its fiscal year, Goldman's VaR rose 38%, ending that period at $139 million per day, an all-time high, regulatory filings indicate.

During the third quarter ended Aug. 30, the structured-products trading group made more than $1 billion, say people knowledgeable about its performance. That helped the mortgage department notch record quarterly earnings of $800 million, these people say.

The subprime market continued to deteriorate through the fall. Both Merrill and Citigroup announced massive write-downs connected to the subprime mess, and their chief executive officers resigned.

Goldman pressed forward with its bearish bets on the ABX index, people familiar with its strategy say. In October, Goldman's mortgage unit moved from one downtown Manhattan office building to another. Despite their stellar year, traders were crowded into a low-ceiling floor where 150 employees shared one small men's room.

In late November, Mr. Sparks summoned Messrs. Birnbaum and Swenson to his office for separate visits. He thanked each trader for what he had done for the firm.

But there has been no time to relax. Two weeks into Goldman's new fiscal year, credit markets are looking bleaker than ever. Already, analysts are trimming their estimates of how much Goldman and other Wall Street firms will make in the coming year.

November 18

期末

UPS打电话来问什么时候去签字. HR是个老女人,好心但是实在太韶.  屁大点事能打两次电话发两封邮件.  说鉴于偶已经大四,给的钱稍微多点 (和CS差不多,偶也满足了). 

我有五门课要做project或者presentation, 现在3个在进行时,两个还没开始.  这还不算期终考试.

上周去面了PROTIVITI, risk consulting firm. 从8点到4点. 早餐比较差,我只拿了瓶水. 那天一共有11个人. 一半是应聘实习的, 大多都是学金融会计之类做business auditing的.  学理的似乎只有偶一个. 先是听某MD做了个很无聊没水平的报告. 然后做了个比较弱智的游戏. 然后分成小组被带出去吃饭.

我原本还准备趁机小喝两杯(汗!), 谁知大家都喝水. 郁闷.  我们组去的是bobby flay开的馆子. 此人是烹饪频道比较有名的主持人, 以烧烤为主. 比较贵, 中饭我们6个人,没点酒,就花了200多. 口味还不错吧.  有个美籍印度人, 这大概可以称为我见过的最农的人了.  首先,大赞特赞环境如何好(也就是个中上环境吧). 然后看看菜单, 说好多不认识的东西. 我点了red snapper(一种鱼),他说, 那是啥? 我说是鱼. 他说,肉是红的? 我晕.   超市里4块一磅没见过啊? 

随便点了一些开胃菜. 有一个是shrimp cocktail. (就是煮过的大虾子蘸酱, 很普遍的).  我们看他可怜,就让他吃.  此人来句,怎么吃? 晕! 剥了壳只剩尾巴的虾能怎么吃.  他问,先去尾巴再蘸酱还是先蘸再去尾巴.  旁边服务员笑死了,说, 蘸酱涂在脸上吃.

还有种种可笑的事就不提了. 偶还是要攒RP.

吃完饭就马不停蹄回来面试. 第一个面的是个男的 (怎么像废话). 先随便问了两句. 然后他提到以前在中国呆过几年. 偶们就大侃特侃了半个多小时. 北京啊上海啊香港啊. 他说不喜欢上海,因为外国人太多了(汗). 偶说,如果让我回国偶愿意,但是要US PAY, 拿国内工资活不了. 他也笑,说只认识过几个这样的人,他还羡慕呢.  这个面试基本上就是聊天了.

第二个面还是个男的. 这次问了点问题,讲了点正经事. 他说,是不可能从这边调人去中国的, 经济上不允许. 

去面只是去玩玩,接触接触不同行业的人.  做consulting跑来跑去太烦老. 而且据说一般都没有BONUS, 此公司算好的了,只有4%.(塞牙缝啊, 去了税就没几毛了).  而且没有健身房..

JPMorgan Chase是明天面.  偶对它本身没有好感. 他们很无聊的要做presentation. 发了22页的东西,里面都是某银行内部EMAIL. 要找出失误提出改造方法. 偶只看了2页,周末玩掉了.  于是决定不去了. BS我吧!

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11月12日

好久没发新贴

破本子死活不肯装LIVE WRITER,现在用的台机写.

我上周去UPS面试下学期的PART-TIME,做IT AUDITING. 在一个比较偏僻的地方,开车要半小时的样子.问题是我从来没去过. 一个人打印了地图开车去. 预备了一个半小时的时间.
上了高速,开了10分钟要从287变到17. 按地图, made a U-turn, 转过来结果上错了. 上回287,往家的方向开. MD,气死我. 只好到下个出口调头. 忙死忙活终于上对了高速公路. 开了一会到了所在的TOWN,下高速. 突然眼前出现无数U-TURN, 随便开上一个, 最后不知到哪去了. 赶快停车打电话叫老公上网查地图. 后来在local小路绕了半天才到.

完全不能怪我,第一地图不清,第二路上标志很混乱,第三那个UPS的楼居然什么标志都没有. 我原本找UPS三个大字,结果居然经过也忽略了.

面试很简单.三个中年女人. 对我印象是很好.但是对我已经签了高盛有点微词,毕竟他们也想留人啊.

最糗的是,回家的路上又绕迷路了. 幸好我调头已经成习惯了.

结论是,坚决不在农村上班!

周末陪老公买西装,理由是要面试想要新西装. 试了不少家. 老公看我穿的THEORY好, 一心跑到THEORY MEN去试.  合适的号居然只有一件,还是比较贵的.  在其他店转转吧, 料子差的试都不试, 绝大多数牌子都是太肥,要不就是嫌短. 跑去ZEGNA (心想它们家应该号多吧),结果还是太肥太短.  最后还是在THEORY买了, 的确超合身. 
总结,如果想省钱就不要先去贵的地方, 试了好的其他都看不上眼.

今天EXXON MOBLE打电话叫我去HOUSTON面试, 当然我是不想去那上班的,不过报销差旅费, 在盘算着和老公去玩两天.哈哈哈.